haiz... bong sux, i'm a
slacker, i'm useless... unfilial... i dun worth my mom's time, i hate studying, damn lazy, only noe how 2 sleep. i go sch juz 2 play wif frenz... i only noe how 2 play n nothing else. when i go out means i go shopping, there is no such thing as sch in my dictionary.. i spend mom's money like nobody's buisness... dun listen 2 mom, hurts her, i;m juz a gd 4 nothing gal... i dun worth living in this world...
am i really tt bad? y mom cant juz like the past few yrs? understand mi?? Y? all she noes was tt I'M A SLACKER! i dun do hw, i dun study, only noe how 2 think of excuses 2 skip sch... of fine, so be it, i;m a slacker, i dun worth studying, let mi juz die n disappear so u wun be suffering like mad... cuz i;m suffering too but haf u ever realise tt?
u say i hurts u after i said i dun wanna go sch, but haf u ever wonder y i wanna say tt? izit really i wanna hurt u tt's y i make such commend? all u noe was tt i'm lazy 2 study, i'm juz wasting ur money. i dun worth studying in hwa chong, the best will be tt i go out n work....
fine, enough! i think i haf enough of this, u simply dun understand wat the hell sch is doing, u still think tt i;m in sec sch.. i eveyday dun wanan go home, i play like mad, hate home... tt's all u think, U THINK! i wonder u noe wat sub i;m taking anot, how much hw i did... how much i train, wat time i end sch... i seriously wonder do u noe all these things? all u noe was tt I'M A SLACKER! fine, i'm a slacker, a slacker hu try 2 pia all her work, a slacker hu train like hell despite of injuries everywk, a slacker hu slept at 2am in the morning 2 study test... BONG IS A SLACKER! LIFE SUX! simply sux...
oh, bong is the only person who will feel tired, jiayi they all wun... jiayi they all is the best, only bong cant take all the stress n workload... bong taking same no of sub as jiayi, train the same as jiayi, but since jiayi nv complain, so BONG IS A SLACKER! fine, then go get jiayi 2 be ur daughter since u complain u haf a slacker n STUPID daughter... u r tired, so am i... but i think u will nv noe till i graduate... i think u will nv noe...
ok, u gave birth mi wif this kind of face... so wat can u expect mi 2 do when u nag at mi? smiling? laughing? i respect u so i kept quiet, n u say i attitude! fine, then disfigure mi if u dun wish 2 see my ATTITUDE FACE! tt's how i look like dun i dun tok n smile... blaming mi? or shall i accept it tt i'm an attitude person?
argh! y my life is like shit ever since i came hwa chong? y my mom dun understand mi when she is suppose 2 noe mi the best? even dad understands mi n din scold anymore, how bout u? i noe u suffered alot, so am i! how much stress i suffered u noe? u said u nv givve mi any but seriously, i think u gave mi the most.. if not becuz of u n dad, i dun think i iwll choose ny as my sec sch n hc as my jc... u say u nv force mi, but ur words r trying 2 imply tt u both hope 2 see mi in these sch! do i haf a choice?! do i?! now u say u need 2 worry 4 another 2 more yrs, mom, i;m old enough, i noe wat is g 4 mi n wat is not... i juz need a break, juz a break... y cant u juz give mi a small tiny break? if these continue, i think i wun continue my life in hc anymore... or u juz simply wanna see mi lying at the bottom of our house> dun force mi...
