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Name: Bong
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Date of Birth: September24

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Sunday, April 24, 2005
1:36 AM

haha... i'm back again... yeah, haha... i find it funny when liyi said wo zhang da le... maybe i did, but i'm sure i haf lots 2 learn... yah, thanx stella for everything... without u i think i will suffer like mad n this r/s wun exist anymore... haha, i'm happy now, dun worry, cuz i learn how 2 react at times... maybe i learn how 2 appreciate more, no longer being the selfish 1 hu only looks at thing at 1 perspective only...

so much things 4 mi 2 learn... yah, all i need is more time 2 absorb all these things... haha, stella is really funny... but yah, thanx for teaching mi all these things. i'm sure urs will turn out 2 be fine too... haf faith in metrosexual k? haha...

oh, thanx for priscilla for all ur nagging n stuffs... u sound like some scary person 2 mi... haha, yah, u scare mi... but really thanx. watever u said make sense 2 mi... n i'm sure lao gong will understand, rite? heez...

lalalalla... n thanx tiong soon for all ur crapping n stuffs... even though i dun really noe u tt well, but i'm sure u noe how 2 deal wif ur brother... yah.

dil dil, haha... goign tuition in hrs time... bleah. but yah, dun worry bout mi. bong will be strong remmeber? haha... yah, i learn lots of things for the past few days... shocking. n i think i shocked ur da ge too... oops! so yah, dun worry bout mi, will tell u more stories next time... n i will be there always 2 hear u out..

ah jie!!! i finished my medicine... i hope i'm recovering... n i think i am, haha... muz change my mood a little, so i can recover faster!! whee~ yah, thanx 4 being there for mi.. n i'm sure urs will turn out 2 be better? he will understand 1 day. but u need 2 tell him too... no pt keeping it 2 urself n he dunno wat's wrong. slowly lah, give him some time...

mad mad, hmm... i dunno wat 2 say. but yah, think positively? u need 2 go on.. jiayou k? ah ma is there for u... learn 2 be more jian qiang... n relaly, dun think bout it. it will make u feel sadder... juz try ur best not 2 think bout it... i felt damn stupid 2 cry so much. yah really dumb... i noe u feel better after crying, but seriously no pt crying non stop liddat... u can cry once or twice. try 2 get over it? is hard i noe, but try ur best...

nana.. i hope u haf sort things out wif him le... i can confirm u tt u cried lah. no need 2 say, but well.. if i were u i think i will cry too... but yah, i hope after the cry, u wun cry anymore... cheer up k? as like wat i told mad... yah, dun think bout it, cuz u will cry... so dun think bout it...

n 2 my dear lao gong... aiyo, i duno wat 2 say 2 you lah. but i think u hafta accept the fact lor, do u think watever ur mom said is wrong? i find it true leh... it may hurts lah, but yah, like wat i said, i believe u will learn n not denying tt u r not wat ur mom had said... i'm not trying 2 hurt u, but rather i'm teaching u. u noe is not ur fault... n i noe it too... so i understand how u feel when ur mom kb u 4 watever she has done. yah, dun be sad... i think u r old enough 2 think for urself. learn from it, n move on... n prove ur mom wrong lor since u think u r not like wat ur mom said. i believe u cna do it! yeah! jiayou lao gong!! lao po will be there for mi... n sorry if i hurt u for agreeing wat ur mom had said... but tt's how i feel. i dun think is fair for u if i try 2 lie 2 u n side u... yah, i hope u understand... cheer up k? lao po will be there for u!!

lalalalalala... yah, i think all we can do is 2 think positively lor... tt's the way 2 be happy. lalalala... we all muz learn lah, not easy, but juz give urself some time 2 think thru it... i'm sure we r old enough 2 noe wat is gd n wat is bad... do u think keep recalling the sad things will benefit u? bleah... might as well dump those horrible stuffs away n live on! let bygones be bygones... be a goldfish like mi! haha... tralalala~